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Hate is a mere understatement when it comes to girls.  I LOATH them.  There are few of us lucky enough in this world to find a few select soul mates, those are usually men, and girls that hate girls too.  I have no problem admitting I have few (6-7) close girlfriends, and that is ALL I will ever need.  I enjoy time with men because there is no bickering, there is no discussing bikini waxes, celebrities, and all that annoying shit.

I was going to write this blog earlier today, and am glad I didn't because after this evening I have more to add on why I fucking hate females.  For years and years I have butted heads with a certain hyena/pig in this city.  Naturally, it has been over men and the fact that I have had 'things' with two of her ex's after her.  We have never been friends, we have never been more then two strangers passing by.  We have NOTHING in common other than we are the same height and age.  Anyways, after many failed attempts at making my life a living hell, I saw her tonight, for the first time in a year or so.  I, being the bigger person, didn't give her the time of day, and pretended as if she wasn't there.  And she, at every chance she could get, GLARED at me as if I killed her first born.

When are we going to grow up ladies?  When are these girls going to realize you can't spend your ENTIRE life trying to ruin every girls life?  This is exactly why I hate girls, and choose not to spend very much time with any of them.  The girls in my life NEVER have a word to say about another girl, we don't spend time discussing who's dating who or who knows who.  We just have a good time.  I am not in grade 10 anymore, I don't give a shit if you date my ex boyfriend, end of story.

Wowza!  I haven't blogged in AGES, this feels totally foreign.  My creativity is at an all time low, because I am so god damned busy!  I work full time, and am a university student.  I haven't been taking photos lately, I haven't been writing poetry lately, but I HAVE been drinking alot.  I have been on a bender for about a month now, it's not good.  I just found out my mother and sister and I are going to California in June!  And my sister gets home in about a months time!  Life is good, I can't really complain.  There is an overflow of men coming in and out of my life each week, but what else is new?

Each day I am becoming more at ease with my life here in Regina, and am not in a hurry to run away right now.  I only ever spend time with people who positively influence my life, and am meeting new people each week.  Except, for the most part, the rad people of this city are leaving me here.  Each day I see another person's fb status change to "MOVING TO VAN" OR "MOVING TO EUROPE"!  I would love this place if those people quit evaporating into thin air.  I have been thinking long and hard of the school in Halifax over Kelowna.  I'd get to live with my sister and experience a whole new place.  I am kind of over the West Coast life anyways, those people will never grow up.

As for me, I think with each day I realize I am ready to grow up, I am ready to settle down, but there is NOBODY to do this with.  Oh life, you will never cease to amaze me.