I do not know what's wrong with me, but lately it makes me sick to my stomach to see couples in love.  I understand that you may think that this is coming from jealousy, but actually it is quite the opposite.  I do want to get married sometime in my life, that much I know, but lately it has literally made my stomach rot.  I have such a negative look on love and no it didn't stem from divorced parents or a bad break up.  I think what is ruining this fascination for me is seeing so many of my friends give it all up for a man.  I could NEVER be that girl that allows men to buy me everything and drive my car around and bring me flowers at work, to me, this is a complete humiliation.  I prefer men who leave me alone for a week at a time and forget their wallet on dates.  Call me crazy but NO man will ever take care of me.  This may be my mother speaking for me because the apple didn't fall far from her, but I am surrounded by such useless women in my life other than the women in my family that it causes a gagging reflex to watch my girlfriends get babied and pampered by men.  NO THANKS!!

Why dislike the nice girls when there are so many bitches to hate?

Happy Daze!

Wow, I don't know what I have been doing, but I decided to weigh myself this morning, probably the most frightful thing of a women's life & I was pleasantly surprised to see I am only one pound away from my grad weight!  Sweet Summer!!