betrayal

betrayal is a funny, heart breaking little thing that turns your world upside down, heart torn apart, shattered into a million little pieces of clay.  where my heart used to be is a hole.  if you love yourself, don't cause anyone heartbreak.  if you love somebody, don't cause them tears.

Happiness is the only good.  The time to be happy is now, the place to be happy is here.  The way to be happy is to make others so.

This time we go sublime
Lovers entwined, divine, divine.
Love is danger, love is pleasure,
Love is pure, the only treasure.
I am so inlove with you,
make love your goal.

BAM

Fools rush in.
I've been fooled before,
This time im gonna slow down,
'cause I think this could be more,
The thing im looking for.

WYWH

Where in the world did you come from?  And thank YOU for leaving.  6 foot tall boys with tattoos, musical talent and motorcycles don't fly under my radar.  Is this a test for my sanity?  The last 6 days of my life have been filled with more joy, music, laughter & attraction then I have ever felt in my life.  Infatuation? Is an understatement, you've grasped me and grabbed my hand in the most convenient of times.  How did you do it?  I was never one to believe that fate/timing/babble bullshit, but this is a pretty great representation that when you aren't looking for anything other than to smile that day, you get a box of pretty puppies on your doorstep.  Can't eat can't sleep kind of stuff, I am cheese.  I hear myself saying things to you that I didn't think I could create in my wildest dreams.  I am mush, my legs feel like Jello if you so much as glance at me.  Helpless kitten, that's me when you grab my hand.  I am hopeless.

into 2013

2013 how you sent me for a loop, my life is changing drastically by the month.  I've started the most amazing job at a vet clinic, bought a house in my favourite neighbourhood in the city, have lost over 15 pounds, made new friendships, said good-bye to some awful friendships.

I'm learning that good people are few and far between.  Hanging onto important people is so key in life, friends and family are the most important thing in life.  Without my rocks (family & friends) I have no idea where I'd be today.

In 2012 I believe i've figured out exactly who I am, and i'm ready to do what it takes to make positive changes in my life.  This city isn't all bad, i've decided.

I fainted during my veterinary practicum today, great first impression.  On the bright side, I leave for EUROPE tomorrow! Spain here I come!!!!